I can't cook no but I can clean up the mess she left
Lay your head down & feel the beat as I kiss your forehead..

Happy 19th Birthday to mee~!

Hehe. It's been a fantastic past few days. Spent a bucketload of time with the babies and ShaSha. Also went out with my besties Eja & Fad. They treated me to dinner at Mad Jack where I had grilled fish, the softest ones in town, and a raspberry cheesecake. It was so lovely! Hehe thanks babes!

Then at midnight, sweetie sent me such a cute birthday greeting. He's so sweeeet.

Hehe.

1. 7
2. 6
3. I withold
4. Fadilah
5. Faezah
6. Maizurah
7. I withold
8. Take a Bow
9. Take on Me
10. Over You
11. Kenangan Terindah

The results tell me that..

1 = my lucky number
2 = people to tell this quiz about
3 = person I love
4 = person I care for the most
5 = person who knows me best
6 = my lucky star
7 = person I like but haven't got a chance with
8 = song that matches with person I love
9 = song that matches with person I can't get
10 = song that best describes my mind
11 = song that describes how I feel about life

So apparently I feel that life is the best memory I have, that my mind is apparently over somebody, that someone should take a bow, and someone else should take on me. Hmm. Okae. If you say so.

So I took my results on Friday. Went in just hoping to pass the all-important GP. Turned out better than I'd expected. I didn't just pass GP, I passed Literature, History & Econs.

For History & Economics, given that I went in after having revised just 20% of the syllabus (I kid you not), the pass was rather miraculous. But then again, only like 5% of all students failed those subjects. So I'm guessing Mr Gay was telling the truth, you really can pass just by writing something, anything. Rewrite the whole of history if you must. Any former president's name attached to any country that you know, followed by a summary of the events of any war that you can recall, of course, backed up by statistics that you so carefully made up & that E grade is yours my friend.

For Literature, I didn't finish the final paper. Went to the bathroom like at least 5 times. I was thinking, should I even bother writing? Glad I did cuz having "Ungraded" printed on your cert really sucks. If you're wondering how I know this, it's because that's what I got for H1 Chemistry. 

Nonetheless, the grades I got are worthless. So right now, what I can do is apply for a degree in education cuz by the Grace of God, I fulfill the admission criteria. If I get in, I swear, I don't know whether to be happy or to lose all respect for the institution. At the same time, I'm going to register to re-take my A Levels. Best part is, I will only know if my application was successful in late May. So till then, what am I supposed to do actually?

Anyway. I called up the ministry. Asked them some questions. The lady didn't have any answers. To every question, she said in an increasingly embarrassed manner, "I will have to get back to on you that." But obviously, she was screwing with me as I know she didn't take my questions down. I don't know how she got the job in the first place.

I wonder if I've said anything that might upset people.

(: See ya :)

A lady doesn't kiss and tell.
But then again. There a lot of things a lady would never do.

Yesterday I learnt that the phrase teach me gets a girl pretty far.
But then again. Who was the one who asked for it?

My ringtone gives me a shock each time.
If alone, cue "oh nenek kau meletup".
If with Fad then prepare for the longest melatar in the world.

Reach out for the phone.
Hoping to see the picture of a guy holding a cat
With huge eyes and the nicest shoulders.
The guy la not the cat.

If someone else is calling
Other than sweets or my gurls
Roll eyes and answer.
Maintain flat tone through conversation.
Thank God once the call ends.

:) Your laugh made my day (:

Never before have I felt this restricted. And the more you try to hold me grounded, the more I desire to make your nightmares the reality. But I realise that it's my future that's on the line, not yours.